Procrastination, and maybe a little more than that
I think thats a funny topic to start with, considering I may have procrastinated a bunch before actually getting to submit an entry here . im putting things to the side by writing this too š somehow, I still get those things done in time . kind of . god my head is scrambled rn . I dont know what to make of my work flow . its been working for me for the past 5 years, though with little to no success in long term . schoolwork is a pain in the ass and so is my memory _" in the middle of writing this, I am talking to friends and also.. doing said schoolwork . AND I HAVE PLENTY MORE TO GO ! at the same time.. lunch calls for me. my stomach calls for it in return. BUT I'LL EAT IN A BIT IM WRITING .
I mean it when I said I was just gonna go on rambles here šš
ive honestly been very much intimidated with the concept of proper journaling. maybe im still scared. I mean when ive been seeing it as this deep, reflecting, dare I say soul cleansing kinda shit my brain just blanks and I either think there's no point or I just look stupid doing this
side note , ive eaten .
back to what I was saying, Im now slowly kind of working towards easing that fear. being able to talk so extensively yet so profoundly is a skill I admire, and hope to achieve one day! For now, I'll just see what my brain spits out š„² also I have a lot of work to do so its time to work on not procrastinating as badly too.